Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Seasoned with Cinnamon


I started to say "at the risk of sounding foolish".. but it's not a big secret that much of what I say seems kinda crazy and foolish.. but I can do little but speak what God puts in my heart, and keep to myself what he tells me not to share.. here's a dream I had last night... with a WEIRDNESS WARNING, lol.

God speaks often thru things that we are unfamiliar with, and then we go and research it and it confirms exactly what he was saying thru other things in the same dream. Other times he takes things we saw that day or things we are very familiar with, so that we will understand what he is saying on a deeper level. One example that I give when teaching dreams and interpretations is that dogs mean different things to different ppl. Some think of them in a negative light, as dirty or scary. Other ppl think of them as loyal and protectors or cute and cuddly. What kind of dog it was, and what it was doing are also part of the puzzle.. but most impor...tantly is..

what does each symbol represent to the person having the dream or vision, what feelings did that thing evoke in you in that dream in that moment.

Because you are who God is talking to, and he is gonna talk in a way that best communicates what he wants you to understand (even if you have to go seek out an interpretation to confirm it). Some times ppl can miss the meaning of their own dream, but then God brings the interpretation and that person recognizes it as true or false because it agrees/disagrees with what God has put in their spirit. It can be a positive or negative interpretation.. but that person’s spirit will recognize it as truth either way… whether that truth brings peace or if it strikes fear into their heart.

So yeah..
 
I had a dream that contained some symbolism from the Sleepy Hollow thing last night.. but the symbols used are not what’s important.. what God was speaking and the direction he gave is what’s important.. And he was speaking to some things that I have been praying about and even petitioned him about in prayer before bed. Yes, some dreams mean nothing.. but for me, I usually know when it is one God wants me to ponder. He has done this since I was a kid, so I kinda recognize his voice most of the time.

So my husband and I are in a room that was our livingroom in the dream, but not our real one. We were sleeping on a couch, when Satan appeared in the room as a man with a teenage boy and a dog. I was afraid of him at the same time that I was angry, because I knew that he had come to harass me. My husband was dozing and didn’t see them. Satan was using this teen and this dog, but they weren’t cooperating with him well, and were keeping their distance from me, as tho they didn’t really know me but didn’t really wanna attack me cuz they thought I was a nice enuff person.. so Satan removed his mask in frustration and showed his demonic face. The boy and the dog disappeared in that moment. And the enemy got up in my face and was making some threats… I told him to leave in the name of Jesus.. which annoyed him but he wouldn’t go. I was terrified of the evil rolling off of him, but I was more angry.. so I continued to tell him to “Get Out, in the name of Jesus.”

My husband in real life woke me up, and said it was the first time that he could hear me yelling quite clearly in a dream. Usually it is mumbling, cuz I am so afraid that I can’t yell. But this time I was just so angry, that I still managed to get the words out in the dream.

I laid back down and the dream picked up right where it left off. The devil had hid himself so I couldn’t see him, but I could feel him in the room still. So I sat up and I started yelling for God to tell me what to do.. I was just so frustrated that Satan was ignoring the name and authority of Christ. I told God “You tell me what to do to make him leave, and I‘ll do it. I just don’t know what else to do.. What do you want me to do?!” Very calmly, God directed me to look at the coffee table in front of me where I had laid some peppermints (the red and white round hard candy in little wrappers). And he said, “Don’t use those, use these.” And suddenly there were those bright red cinnamon hard candies in my hand wrapped in bright red clearish wrappers. I know.. I dream weird. But it’s how I think and God knows me, haha.

So I slid the peppermints to the others side of the table and set the cinnamon in their place on the table beside me. And I laid back down on the couch.. My husband still dozing off and on in the dream, oblivious to it all. And then there was suddenly a tree in the dream that I know in real life that has significant meaning to me, and has been the object of much prayer. It appeared across from me on the other side of the coffee table. And one of the branches began to flutter as tho there was a breeze in the room. But there was no breeze. And I knew immediately that the enemy was wanting me to know that he was there to harass me about some things I have been petitioning God about.

I told him to leave, but he just began to shake the entire branch really hard. My husband stirred at that moment, and I asked him, “Do you see that?” And he said yes with a little surprise and disbelief. And I told him that it was Satan. By this time I was livid, tho I was still terrified of him. So I sat up again and yelled at him sternly, “ Do not touch it again!”

And he immediately let go of the branch and manifested as he got in my face with his nose almost touching mine and said, “why?” With so much hate and meanness and an evil grin, like he was challenging me, and was enjoying harassing me.

I put my finger in his face and again told him sternly, “Because God said you’re not allowed to touch it.” And with that, he disappeared and left the room. And the dream ended.

Yes, crazy I know.. this is just how I dream.. always have.
 
So what did I take from this dream.. not that it was some huge revelation.. just direction for me concerning what I asked God about in prayer earlier. I for one believe God answers prayer… in many ways.. and dreams are one of the ways in Scripture and from my personal experience.

The key of the dream for me is all about the candy, haha. Two things in specific.
The red in both the peppermint and the cinnamon represents the Blood of Christ to me.
The fact that they are mints, and what I eat to sweeten my breath when I have to talk to ppl a lot, makes me feel that God is saying to season my words with them in rebuking evil.

I usually use peppermint, which is also known primarily for its soothing and healing qualities.
But the direction that God is telling me to take concerning the things that I have been petitioning him for requires a different seasoning to my words..
Cinnamon.. one that requires a greater awareness of the power and authority of the Blood of Christ, words spoken with fire and zeal and passion in this season, rather than the focus being more about soothing or healing in this particular matter, at this particular time.

There is a season, a time, when peppermint is the best course of action, words of comfort, of retreat.
But this is the season, the time, when cinnamon is necessary, words of fire and zeal, of advancing.

That was the first point.. the second point was that just having it on hand, at my side, being prepared and ready if needing it, is enough. The power resides in the obedience and the willingness to do what ever, to say what ever God leads us to.. so often it is more the state of our heart than the actual turn of events. If events had progressed, were we ready and fully committed to see through whatever God was asking of us in that moment. The power comes and manifests BEFORE the action is even carried out… a state of readiness and commitment, to a future event.. I don’t know if that makes sense, but it is eye-opening and confirmation and strength and peace to me. Especially when applied to the things I have been sifting thru with God.

So sometimes we can say the right stuff.. but if the season or how we season our words is off, Satan takes great advantage of trying to convince us that he has more power than he does.. If what we believe God has said to do isn’t working.. we need to seek God to show us where we are missing it.. Satan must obey and yield to the name of Jesus.. but our motive must be in line with what God deems necessary and right.. and not what we decide is the best means or season or outcome.




Friday, September 13, 2013

Free and Clean

Oh my goodness... God just uses everything as a learning lesson 

Our little Capo got sick.. made a mess in his cage/bed and got yuck all matted in his fur.. pretty icky and pitiful.. and all he wanted was to be held and comforted while he wasn't feeling well.. so I set about giving him a good scrub just now.. and lo and behold, God just started talking as he often does...

Capo was not happy at all.. looked for ways to jump out of the bath.. shook himself a cpl times to be met with being fussed at.. suds all over his head while his dirty little face looked up at me with very very sad eyes.. but there was no question in the matter, he was stinky and wasn't getting out til he was clean again..

Instantly the Lord brought all that is happening in our nation to my mind at the moment... and his call to repentance, his heart for the restoration of his children, and the necessary unpleasantness that must ensue. We are not happy with the process, we look for ways to run, to jump out of the spotlight, to be free of what we are having to face in the next few moments... our hearts are saddened, discouragement and depression stand at the door, hope seems a memory as the flood water rises.. but God has not left us.. rather he is talking us thru it.. trying to explain.. pleading for us to understand what is necessary to clean us up again..

I told Capo that he would feel much better after it was over.. I told him to think about how many hugs he would get and that ppl wouldn't push him away saying he was too stinky to hold.. and how that washing the yuck away would kill all the germs and help him to get well.. God brought so many thoughts and parallels to mind about the state of our nation as I talked to this little guy about him getting clean again...

I rinsed him finally, took him up in my arms and wrapped a fresh fluffy towel around him.. even tho he looked like a drowned rat or a shivering chihuahua at that moment, I told him how much better he smelled and how pretty he was.. and I meant it.. because I was comparing it to the yuck he was just covered in.. I got him dried off.. well relatively so.. and set him down.. he ran all around the house.. jumping and happy and full of energy.. seemingly doing the Snoopy dance, haha... clearly feeling much better..

I was laughing at him and heard myself saying.. "yay! doesn't it feel good to be free again.. free and clean?!"

And I felt like God said, that's what he wants to be able to say to us as a nation, as ppl, as his children. But there is a scrubbing process that has to come first. At the moment, America, you and me.. we're stinky.. we need a good scrub in our Father's hands before we can be free and clean again. Thank God he loves us so much. Thank God that he doesn't give up on us. Thank God for doing whatever it takes, no matter how much it requires of him.. Thank God for working all things for our good, even when it is work for him and unpleasantness for us..

Eye on the prize.
There is an end to necessary discipline.
And then,
There is joy and a celebration waiting <3


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Capo gets sick from time to time cuz he keeps sneaking things and eating things that he's not sposed to have... his little tummy is just too sensitive and it ends up making him very sick... who does that remind you of.. our spiritual stomachs weren't designed to eat certain things, and yet we take it in and eat it up cuz it tastes so tempting and yummie.. but the consequence is bitter in our belly.. and we make a mess as sickness sets in.. cleaning up requires all of the unpleasantness.. but it also requires being mindful of what we feed our spirit man.. and not stealing and partaking of things that we have no business sampling no matter how fun or tempting they seem.

Cleaning up the inside as well as the outside...



Wednesday, September 4, 2013

Contacting Your Senator/Congressman

Study to show thyself approved..
or else don't complain.

~ Step One: Learn the guidelines of communicating with your Senators and Representatives in Congress thru email or by phone.


HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH CONGRESS


~ Step Two: Find out who represents you.. who is casting your vote as to what our government supports or rejects. Remembering that "silence is consent" meaning that if you do not communicate how you want your vote cast, the person representing you gets to cast your vote according to what they want, or someone else wants. If we're not gonna take the time to use our voice, we forfeit our freedom and our rights.

FIND YOUR REPRESENTATIVES

~ Being one voice feels small.. but if everyone who fails to voice their opinion to their representative would go ahead and speak up.. a crowd of voices all saying yay or nay would result and would be heard. Your voice matters.. think HORTON HEARS A WHO.

~ The form above in step two is so very simple.. you can use it several ways, but I recommend just typing in your zip code and nothing else. It will immediately generate who your senator and representatives are.


~ Step Three: with the phone numbers and websites generated after entering your zip code above. Either call each person's office, or go to their official website and send a message thru their email. For example, as I am doing this morning, ask that they vote against anything that would take us to war against Syria that would involve us in their country's civil war.

~ Yes, takes a bit of effort and study.. about an hour.. but you gotta ask yourself... is ownership of your freedom and voice worth it or not?..

~ If not, then don't complain that you have no voice in the affairs of this nation.. or about the decisions made by ppl who represent you. They aren't mind readers. Your silence is consent to do whatever they want or someone else wants. Something to think about.

~ Actually, its something to motivate you to not just think about it, but get up and do something about it. Something constructive, no matter how big or small it may seem. Just do what you are able and cover it with prayer


~ There are two Senators (Senate).. and one Representative (Congress).. for my zip code. FYI: our governent involves three branches that balance each other (the Balance of Power).. the Senate, the Congress, and the President. The three of them hammer out legislation according to what the ppl tell them they want, and then they vote, and the majority rules.

~ Here is a sample of the letter I sent to all three of my Senators/Congresswoman..

Dear Senator (so and so),

I appreciate all that you have done in representing the voters of (my state), including myself and my family. You do a great service for our state. I am writing to request that you would vote against all legislation that would involve our nation in the current civil war in Syria, whether sending arms or soldiers or aide of any kind to either side.

Thank you for your consideration. I trust you to represent my heart and my concerns to the best of your ability. May God guide you and give you wisdom in this and in all such matters as you serve the voters of our state and our nation.

Blessing to you and your family and your staff,


(my name)


~ anyway.. just type something similar.. keeping it polite and brief, but very to the point of your concerns... oh and it will ask you for the topic when you are sending an email on their websites.. just select or type in FORGEIGN AFFAIRS. They need your address to be sure you are in their region of the state, and one of the ppl they are actually representing.

~ Years ago I heard a statistic that for every email someone in govt recieves, it represents the sentiment of thousands of ppl that don't take the time to contact them. Email/Contact is hugely important! It's common knowledge among our representatives that when they receive one contact from a voter, it really represents thousands of ppl in their region. They take it very seriously. You have more power and a bigger voice than you realize =)



Tuesday, September 3, 2013

The key: IN YOUR HEART

~ "The enemies of Israel are smelling the weakness of the west."
John Hagee

America is war weary. When our ambassador and three officers are murdered and we don't respond, its the green light to the enemies of Israel that they are no longer protected. (Hagee)

wow..



~ Your rationalization of your sin is Satan's counterfeit for confession...
(Hagee)

Ever see something over and over, to epic proportions.. something that you know is wrong tho good ppl, even ppl you love, even ppl of authority, Christians.. declare and defend as right.. things that just don't ring true.. but you can't put it into words.. yeah...



~ obedience brings blessing,
disobedience brings judgement.
(Hagee)

without authentic confession and repentance,
there is no mercy, no forgiveness.



~ Because, if you confess with your mouth Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved." (Romans 10:9 ESV)

If you believe it in your heart, really own it.. you are unafraid to confess it...
If you believe it in your heart, really own it.. you are changed, forgiven, restored, made new...

Hell and historians and the world know that Jesus was real and existed..
The right question is, "Who do you say he is?"

Do you believe that he is Lord of all?
If so.. have you commited all that is in you and your very being to his authority and kingdom and Lordship?
If so.. forgiveness and mercy and blessing are yours.

If not.. your sin remains, you are left to your gods and your self to save you from the coming judgement of the Lord of all, Creator/Owner of the universe..
If not.. forgiveness and the mercy and the blessings of God are not yours to possess.

The major sin of the church is the teaching of forgiveness without repentance... change must be evident and without question.



~ "Maranatha"

the Lord is coming <3


... check yourself.


~ He is only coming for those who are watching.. according to Scripture.
If you are religiously correct and you fail to warn others for fear of losing favor among men and organizations.. their blood in on your hands.. according to Scripture.

Read the Bible. Converse with God in prayer and ask him to reveal Truth to your heart. And then defend it with peace of mind and zeal, unto death.

Otherwise, you don't really beleive that he is Lord,
not "in your heart."



~ People fight for what they love and what they believe in their heart... not just in the physical, but in the spiritual.. not just in the spiritual but in the physical.. all according to God's rules of engagement.


~ Things are not out of control all around you..
God has recorded all in Scripture and remains in absolute control.
'When you see these signs, rejoice.'

Trust the Lord, and he will order your steps as he has promised.
Never leaving you, never forsaking you, giving you hope and a future of good things and blessing.

Be strong and full of courage.
We are soldiers, but more so,
we are children, greatly l...oved, by the God of the universe
who has promised that we will be able to bear all that we must face no matter how unbearable it may seem.. because he is with us as he said.

Our Abba, Emmanuel, God with us <3

 
 
 

PAY ATTENTION

The prominent message of 2013 from my experience has been without fail..
PAY ATTENTION.


You either believe the Bible and the One True God.. or you don't.

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Times of Tears and of Great Triumph
Signs in the Heavens

NASA... NASA... has said that four blood moons will occur AGAIN beginning 4/15/14 and will continue thru the next 18 months that follow.

He appointed the moon for seasons: the sun knoweth his going down.
(Psalm 104:19)

And there shall be signs in the sun, and in the moon, and in the stars; and upon the earth distress of nations, with perplexity; the sea and the waves roaring;
(Luke 21:25)

Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken:
(Matt 24:29)
 



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From my blog back in July of this year..

~ Five years of waiting, five years of grace..
In the sixth year, being the year of men,
There are things that men must do..
In the seventh year, being the year of God,
There are things that God will do..

The end of year five is approaching.
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~ Yes, he understands that there are scary things in the world that we face each day.. this is not a rebuke as much as it is direction and strenth and encouragement.. he wouldn't tell us to not fear, if there weren't reasons to be afraid.. he understands why we are tempted to fear.. but he empowers us and challenges us to fear not.

~ Isaiah 41:10
Fear not, for I am with you;
Be not dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you,
Yes, I will help you,
I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.
 
 
 

Sunday, September 1, 2013

Hopelessness doesn't own you.

~ If there is breath in your lungs and a made up mind to take your next step in the Way God is leading you.. there is hope.

Hopelessness is oppressing the ppl of God as the end times heats up.. but oppression is not ownership. Hopelessness doesn't own us.. Hopelessness doesn't own you.. unless you let it.

It can press in and snarl and make it's threats.. but Christ drew a line around us in blood ...that it cannot cross unless we invite it in. Hell doesn't want you to realize the power God has given you. Hell wants you to believe that you are too small and too insignificant and too broken to stand against the darkness.

But hell is a liar, and hopelessness is limited.. and you can speak hope into all that seems hopeless.. you can speak light into the darkness.. you can speak the will of God into all that is ungodly.. and the power and presence of that name.. Jesus... will break every power of hell and call every bluff of the enemy and loose the beauty and love and power of God into the ugliness that surrounds us in this world.

YOU ARE AWESOME! never forget that.. because..
YOUR GOD IS AWESOME! and he fights for those who love him

Not home yet.. warzone.. but someday..
Be strong and full of courage.
I speak hope and peace to you and your family and all that God brings across your path or causes your life to touch. Hope in Christ.
 

~ This life is complicated, as all war is.

You can't let discouragement and disappointment rob you of your joy and your hope. You have to decide that no matter how dark it gets.. no matter the painful road you must walk.. no matter the insults and lies the enemy yells in your face.. you will hold on to those things that Christ says are yours.. hope and joy. They cannot be taken from you.. the enemy can attack but only when God says it is necessary because it will lead to greater blessing for you.. hell can threaten you and make claims of authority and ownership over you, but if you know the Word of God, you know the Truth..

Even if you are exhausted in every way.. mentally, physically, emotionally, socially, spiritually.. you can demand that hell take it's hands off of the joy and hope that Christ has given to you.. No one said it was easy.. but once you make up your mind and you begin to petition God how to fight to hold on to it.. it gets easier cuz you get stronger.. he never said this life was without pain and trial and tribulation and persecution and loss and sacrifice and heartache and tears..

Rather he said it would be full of all of that..

but only for a time.. and only as you are able to bear it.. and he would repay all in due time... he would repay evil what it is due, and he will repay the faithful according to their faith.

It's hard.
This Christian thing.
This life in a world where we don't fit anywhere.
Where disappointment and discouragement are both a given.

But our hope and our joy are ours.
Given by God.
And one day soon we will cash them in..
Where they were once unseen and intangible in this life as a walk of faith,
They will be evident and shining and weighty in the life that is coming.

It's a choice.
We feel robbed by the sin of others against us,
As we lay on the ground bleeding and broken and empty,
But the moment we declare,  "My joy and my hope remain!"
in faith, in Christ...
We make it so.

Cry.
Go ahead. God gives you permission even when ppl refuse.
Make your complaints to God and petition him according to his Word and his promises.
Converse with him without ceasing,
in the good times and the bad..
being honest and real.. always mindful of his holiness and his love for you..

I am reminded of a time when I was at my worst with my sickness..
I continued to care for my three children and my family.. with next to no help from anyone.
My family too far away, my church family in another city, and my inlaws busy with work.
I would wake in the mornings and force myself to literally roll out of the bed onto the floor of my room, my energy level at zero, my body aching and my mind full of all that needed to be done for the day. I would will my body to get up each morning and just take one step at a time.. trusting and petitioning God as I took each one.

I would nap on the couch several times a day when my newborn son would nap in his crib, with a baby monitor set on high volume. I would lay on the couch on my side with my knees bent so that my five year old son could sit in the crook of my legs as he watched one of his favorite 30 min shows.. and I would hold my three year old (very active) daughter in my arms so it would wake me up if she tried to get up and go exploring before nap time was over. I did the laundry, the cooking, the cleaning,  homeschooled each day.. and did my best so that my husband would not feel the stress of having a sick wife.. and such was the road that was laid before me to walk for whatever the reason.

As my children got older, and the sickness remained.. I would nap on the couch alone.. and often times as I lay there, with my energy at zero again, my daughter would walk into the room and I would tell her in faith and declaration.. "I am a walking miracle." Because even tho so many other ppl were unable to function thru the sickness and the treatment.. I was holding it together by the Grace of God and his presence every step of the way. It became such a regular declaration, and empowered me to find the strength as God granted it, to rise and care for my family without complaint thru those difficult days.. Years later, as college age adults, my children still laugh about it with all respect and thanksgiving to God.. but still the humor of it in the natural could not be denied.
My daughter often quotes it back to me these days, and we both still laugh about it. But is also serves as such an encouragement when new challenges arise in life.

Several doctors have said that they have never seen anyone live with the disease and do so well as I have in the past 30 plus years.. God carried me and held onto me, when my strength would give out.. he always made a way when there seemed to be no way.. never abandoned me.. never forsook me.. never gave up on me.. worked all things for my good despite how hard it was at times... despite how messy my walk got at times and how loose my grip became when hell was in my face.

I am a walking miracle.
So many times over.
And I give my God great praise for all of it <3
 
 

as individuals, as sheep, we become a flock


If we as individuals cry out to God.. the result is a nation crying out to God.. just as each sheep begins to follow the voice of the Shepherd, the reality is the entire flock follows him.. it starts with each of us contrite and calling upon our God just as the Psalmist did.. God intervened for him and for Israel.. we are grafted in.. his children.. loved.. he will intervene as we call upon him..

that may mean walking thru the Red Sea.. but either way.. he will make a way for us to turn from our own way of rebellion and selfishness and to walk in his, the WAY, the TRUTH, and the LIGHT <3

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1 I cried unto God with my voice, even unto God with my voice; and he gave ear unto me.

2 In the day of my trouble I sought the Lord: my sore ran in the night, and ceased not: my soul refused to be comforted.

3 I remembered God, and was troubled: I complained, and my spirit was overwhelmed. Selah.

4 Thou holdest mine eyes waking: I am so troubled that I cannot speak.

5 I have considered the days of old, the years of ancient times.

6 I call to remembrance my song in the night: I commune with mine own heart: and my spirit made diligent search.

7 Will the Lord cast off for ever? and will he be favourable no more?

8 Is his mercy clean gone for ever? doth his promise fail for evermore?

9 Hath God forgotten to be gracious? hath he in anger shut up his tender mercies? Selah.

10 And I said, This is my infirmity: but I will remember the years of the right hand of the most High.

11 I will remember the works of the Lord: surely I will remember thy wonders of old.

12 I will meditate also of all thy work, and talk of thy doings.

13 Thy way, O God, is in the sanctuary: who is so great a God as our God?

14 Thou art the God that doest wonders: thou hast declared thy strength among the people.

15 Thou hast with thine arm redeemed thy people, the sons of Jacob and Joseph. Selah.

16 The waters saw thee, O God, the waters saw thee; they were afraid: the depths also were troubled.

17 The clouds poured out water: the skies sent out a sound: thine arrows also went abroad.

18 The voice of thy thunder was in the heaven: the lightnings lightened the world: the earth trembled and shook.

19 Thy way is in the sea, and thy path in the great waters, and thy footsteps are not known.

20 Thou leddest thy people like a flock by the hand of Moses and Aaron.

(Psalm 77)



VIRGIN TO WHORE: path of a nation

 
wow.. how have we come from such a Good and Humble leader of our nation to one that wants to sell the soul of America to all that is evil and ungodly? May the Spirit of God break our hearts over our sin and lead us to repentance and revival with love and discipline according to his wisdom and his mercy... America has sinned, Americans have sinned, the Christian church of America has sinned.. you and I have sinned..

but the Spirit of God is calling us to repentance..
He is calling us back to the shelter of his favor and his mercy..
He loves us, that has never changed.. but how long must he wait for us to turn from our selfish ways and humble ourselves before the God of the universe who is all that is Great and Good?

God will not bless evil.. even if we choose to worship it.
That's the other side of the coin of freewill.. we can choose to reject God.
But when the door of grace closes.. our choices will be eternal.. whether eternally in his presence as his child.. or eternally separated from him and left with our self and the evil we have chosen to embrace.


"He will not always chide: neither will he keep his anger for ever." (Psalm 109)
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"O most Glorious God, in Jesus Christ my merciful and loving father, I acknowledge and confess my guilt, in the weak and imperfect performance of the duties of this day. I have called on thee for pardon and forgiveness of sins, but so coldly... and carelessly, that my prayers are become my sin and stand in need of pardon.

I have heard thy holy word, but with such deadness of spirit that I have been an unprofitable and forgetful hearer, so that, O Lord, tho' I have done thy work, yet it hath been so negligently that I may rather expect a curse than a blessing from thee.

But, O God, who art rich in mercy and plenteous in redemption, mark not, I beseech thee, what I have done amiss; remember that i am but dust, and remit my transgressions, negligences & ignorances, and cover them all with the absolute obedience of thy dear Son, that those sacrifices which I have offered may be accepted by thee, in and for the sacrifice of Jesus Christ offered upon the cross for me; for his sake, ease me of the burden of my sins, and give me grace that by the call of the Gospel I may rise from the slumber of sin into the newness of life.

Let me live according to those holy rules which thou hast this day prescribed in thy holy word; make me to know what is acceptable in thy holy word; make me to know what is acceptable in thy sight, and therein to delight, open the eyes of my understanding, and help me thoroughly to examine myself concerning my knowledge, faith and repentance, increase my faith, and direct me to the true object Jesus Christ the way, the truth and the life, bless O Lord, all the people of this land, from the highest to the lowest, particularly those whom thou has appointed to rule over us in church & state. continue thy goodness to me this night.

These weak petitions I humbly implore thee to hear accept and ans. for the sake of thy Dear Son Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen." –

George Washington, Sunday Evening Prayer recorded in the Prayer Journal, an authentic, handwritten 24 page manuscript book, dated April 21-23, 1752; "George Washington, The Christian," William J. Johnson, editor (New York: The Abingdon Press, 1919) pp. 25-2

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BEAUTIFUL...

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1 Bless the Lord, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name.

2 Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits:

3 Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases;

4 Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with lovingkindness and tender mercies;

5 Who satisfieth thy mouth with good things; so that thy youth is renewed like the eagle's.

6 The Lord executeth righteousness and judgment for all that are oppressed.

7 He made known his ways unto Moses, his acts unto the children of Israel.

8 The Lord is merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and plenteous in mercy.

9 He will not always chide: neither will he keep his anger for ever.

10 He hath not dealt with us after our sins; nor rewarded us according to our iniquities.

11 For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear him.

12 As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.

13 Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth them that fear him.

14 For he knoweth our frame; he remembereth that we are dust.

15 As for man, his days are as grass: as a flower of the field, so he flourisheth.

16 For the wind passeth over it, and it is gone; and the place thereof shall know it no more.

17 But the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that fear him, and his righteousness unto children's children;

18 To such as keep his covenant, and to those that remember his commandments to do them.

19 The Lord hath prepared his throne in the heavens; and his kingdom ruleth over all.

20 Bless the Lord, ye his angels, that excel in strength, that do his commandments, hearkening unto the voice of his word.

21 Bless ye the Lord, all ye his hosts; ye ministers of his, that do his pleasure.

22 Bless the Lord, all his works in all places of his dominion: bless the Lord, O my soul.

(Psalm 103)